"I didn't give up on you. I had to let you go."
I didn't give up on you. I had to let you go, I had you all wrong. I don't think you even noticed that you're being distant, you've been acting strange or even bother to at least give me the bare minimum of concern and attention. And that made me realized too. I see myself hanging on to something that isn't there anymore.
Looking at the way you treated me, I can sense you don't even feel that way about me anymore. It was an important decision to think through. I have to stop torturing myself like this. I care about you but it isn't fair if you don't reciprocate those emotions and feelings back.
Seeig you treated me so cold, I could tell that this ultimatum was coming but I keep convincing myself and I didn't want to believe it but 'hey' here we are. The fact that you're in denial is because you don't see it from now I see it. I do because I noticed the slightest change.
You not who though you were. It was going so well in beginning. So what made you change? Is it because your attention is on someone else now and even so despite telling you how uncomfortable I am, you saying sorry repeatedly won't suffice if you keep doing it. And I don't wanna point out what's your mistake in here bcs im so done shrieking like an old lady for you to notice what is actually your fault when you see I don't think you understand or figured out what is it that you really want. I needed to heal. My heart is damage enough. I need to accept this and allow it to move on. I didn't give up on you but this decision is the rightful thing to do. This is why I had to let you go.
So if you ever found out about this, read all of it and realized that it is about you but then again, I really couldn't care less if you knew or did care about me in the first place, you wouldn't put me in such a mess.
