Im tired.
Im tired living a life full of lies. Im done dealing with the same shit all over again. Ive had enough stabs from the roses u were holding, when it was actually a knife in disguise.
Im tired.
Im tired making excuses to my parents just to be with u, (my past) for exerting an effort just to prove my love for u. Im done fighting for love, for keeping the fire alive, when all I wanted was to see the snow and feel the winter. Ive had enough bruises in my heart, from every word u say, including the I love u's, my mind tells me the opposite and my heart gets the consequence. Im done dealing with every reasons I tend to say to myself, when the words I needed hear to were the things I keep on ignoring.
Im sorry.
Im sorry for telling u I love u. I mean it but I can't show it. I dont want u to fall deeper, so its better of this way. Im sorry, that u have to go through this with me. Im sorry for pulling u in this situation. I thought its what I wanted, but it was not, at all. Im sorry for letting u fall for me, without the intention of catching u. Im sorry for being selfish, when all I think about is myself and my future, instead of ur feelings, but trust me, I never wanted this to happen, I didn't expect this would come to an end.
Again.
Im tired. Im sorry..
